Quick flow at the corner kitchen - 17.9.19 - fires burning

Is it smoke or a cloud?
We’ll know if we’re wet or burnt by the end
Painting myself into a corner
Fires burning
Flammable
Heartfelt echoes calling my name
Fame stretched out in cold desire
Empty and full of insecurities
Full of traumas neglected
Stuck in the story
Not in the mind
Tie it up
Now you cannot feel
No more new stories
Just the same one
Playing over and over again
The pain felt to feel more
Don’t forget the sharp pain that comes first
I have a thirst
To quench a fire
To feel here
The extremes of experience blocked by a hurt child
Boy
Baby boy
You are too sensitive
Learn the ways of past knowledge
Don’t show off
You will fail
Best not
First hand experience is too dangerous for the ego
But do what you want and we’ll see how you go
No
Yes
No
What?
When will you settle down?
Stop fooling around
Ya fool